By Charity S. Peak, Ph.D.
Have you ever felt like an imposter at work? Taught a class that was not your expertise? Felt intimidated before giving a presentation? Nearly every faculty member experiences this imposter phenomenon at some point. After all, as faculty we work around incredibly smart and talented people who shine from being experts in their field. Additionally, people drawn to academia naturally feel compelled to be knowledgeable and often find themselves to be inadequate when they are not (Huston, 2009).
Imposter syndrome is “an overwhelming sense of being a fraud, a phony, of not being good enough for [a] job, despite much evidence to the contrary” (Kaplan, 2009). Apart from accomplishing significant professional milestones, people cannot seem to internally acknowledge their success or feel deserving. This sense of being an imposter is prevalent among women but is increasingly being revealed by men as well. Although the condition is often referred to as a syndrome, it is important to understand that it is NOT actually a diagnosable mental illness found in the DSM-V. Instead, it is an affliction, similar to test or performance anxiety, experienced by a variety of high-achieving individuals that can be treated successfully using metacognition and self-regulation.
Reactions to imposter syndrome vary widely and by individual. Typically, imposter phenomenon starts with a self-sabotaging internal dialogue, such as:
- Who do I think I am? I’m not smart enough to teach this class or present on this topic.
- What if my students ask me a question that I can’t answer?
- What if someone finds out I don’t know what I’m talking about?
- I’m not cut out for this. I really can’t do this.
A physical reaction similar to other stressful situations (fight, flight, or freeze) often follows:
- Increased blood pressure
- Blushing
- Sweating
- Shaking
- Tonic immobility (i.e., mental block or “deer in headlights”)
Faculty in these situations tend to respond in one of two ways:
- Undercompensating by becoming submissive, overly agreeable or even apologetic
- Overcompensating with defensive, bossy and aggressive behaviors
- Recognize symptoms when they arise and recenter yourself through breathing:
- Assume a comfortable posture
- Close your eyes if possible
- Focus on the sensations of your body
- Breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth
- When your mind wanders, gently bring it back to your breath
- Breathe in, breathe out
- Repeat for at least 10 breaths and up to 5 minutes
- Reconstruct a new, positive internal dialogue. Talk to yourself as you would a good friend by being supportive and confidence-building.
- Posture yourself as confident. It turns out that “fake it till you make it” works with regard to physical posture. People who use Power Poses for 2 minutes demonstrate higher levels of confidence-building hormones (testosterone) as opposed to stress-inducing hormones (cortisol) (Carney, Cuddy & Yap, 2010; Cuddy, 2012).
- Acknowledge the limits of your knowledge. Instead of hiding your lack of expertise, build a repertoire of ways to deflect difficult questions, such as:
- What do you think?
- I don’t know. Does anyone want to look it up and tell us the answer?
- Great question. Can we talk about that more after class (or meeting)?
- Let’s not dive too deeply into that issue because it might distract us from today’s agenda.
- Good thought. Does anyone want to collaborate to address that concern?
- Here is what I know, and here is what I don’t know (Huston, 2009).
- Avoid “teaching as telling.” Rather than lecturing, which requires great preparation and pressure to be the expert in the room, move toward new pedagogical models of facilitation which turn the teaching burden over to the students, such as jigsaw and gallery walk.
- Know that you are not alone. It is plausible that nearly everyone in the room has felt this way at one point or another in their careers, even though they may not readily share these thoughts with others. Normalizing the feelings to yourself will start to defuse your anxiety.
- Share the issue with others you trust. A mentor or even a small community of colleagues can collaboratively strategize about how to address the issue.
- Recognize external factors that might contribute. Often people blame themselves for toxic situations which were created by outside circumstances. If the situation persists, consider declining future involvement to avoid setting yourself up for difficulties.
“Awareness is half the battle” really does apply to imposter syndrome. Through metacognition, you can conquer the self-defeating thoughts and behaviors that might prevent you from succeeding in your personal and professional life. Intentional self-monitoring of negative internal dialogue followed by practicing self-regulation through the simple strategies outlined above is the antidote to imposter syndrome. So next time you feel yourself break into a sweat (figuratively or literally), assume a Power Pose and leverage metacognition to triumph over your doubts!
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Resources:
Carney, D. R., Cuddy, A. J., & Yap, A. J. (2010). Power posing brief nonverbal displays affect neuroendocrine levels and risk tolerance. Psychological Science, 21(10), 1363-1368. doi: 10.1177/0956797610383437
Cuddy, A. (2012, October 1). Your body language shapes who you are [Video file]. Retrieved from https://www.ted.com/talks/amy_cuddy_your_body_language_shapes_who_you_are?language=en
Huston, T. (2009). Teaching What You Don’t Know. Cambridge, MA: Harvard University Press.
Kaplan, K. (2009). Unmasking the impostor. Nature, 459(21): 468-469. doi: 10.1038/nj7245-468a